~ D@[p]Hne ~ 彩萍

倒数的30天

2010-10-03T15:52:00.000-07:00

这么快。。。只剩30天宝宝就要出世了！很紧张，很兴奋，也很害怕！

大致上所有宝宝的必备品都准备好了。。。连进院的背包也准备好了，这是预防万一宝宝提早要和大家见面；）

我的心情一天比一天紧张，一天比一天复杂。。。很多东西担心的。。。产前产后。。。

希望宝宝健健康康肥肥白白。。。哈！哈！

65 天

2010-08-29T22:04:00.000-07:00

时间过得真快。。。还有65天，宝宝就会来到这世界和大家见面了 ;)

不经不觉，我已怀孕31周了。。。。今天是我正式开始在家安胎的第一天。。。这一路走来的215天，对我来说并不容易。。。一直以来身体虚弱的我，在怀孕期间更是比其他人来的更辛苦。。。。一直这里痛，那里痛的。。。也一直因抵抗力不好，感冒好几次。。。真惨！

从怀孕一开始到现在。。。每晚也没得好睡。。。因为每晚起身上厕所4-6 次。。。搞得我精神好差 :( 每天都无精打采。。。

在我怀孕第6个月开始，因子宫收缩，令我特别担心，因为医生说，如果子宫收缩严重，会令我早产。。。而那时候的宝宝，如果早产，宝宝是活不过来的。。。所以那时的我，真的很怕，很担心。。。医生说，最安全的是宝宝一定要在34周后诞生，因为34周后的宝宝，肺部已成熟。。。

还有3周，我就可以放下所有的害怕，担心。。。 ;) 等待我可爱的宝宝和我见面。。。哈哈！！

好期待！！！

第365天

2010-08-08T14:12:00.000-07:00

去年的今天，我们正式在法律上成为夫妻！这么快，转眼间我已成为邓太太一周年！！！哈哈

老公，谢谢您一路以来的体谅，迁就，疼爱。。。很感谢；）我爱你！！！

现在的我，很想你。。。不知道刚到深圳又要马上参加培训开幕礼的你累吗？记得要保重身体哦！！我会很想很想你。。。

倒数6天。。。

Pureen Warehouse Sale

2010-08-07T09:35:00.000-07:00

went to Pureen warehouse sale with hubby this morning.... alot of ppl there.... especially Malays... they buy pampers box by box , really scary, are they keep for one year stock??? :p

we brought quite alot of things also.... 2 baby pacifier, 2 milk bottles, 2 66pcs S size pampers, liquid cleaner for bottle cleaning, liquid detergent for washing baby clothes, maternity pad, breastfeeding pad, breast pump, baby food container, powder puff, blanket, rubber map, nose cleaner, wet tissue... etc....

really lots of baby things still need to buy, check my baby buying list, things I brought today jus 1/4 of the list only.... many to go.... wait next two week exhibition at mid valley, can shop again ;)

iBlogger ;)

2010-08-05T11:04:00.000-07:00

Yahoo.... finally I found an application which I can update my blog directly from my iPhone.... ^_____^

2nd Trimester of Pregnancy

2010-07-29T23:12:00.000-07:00

it's been 2 months ++ i never update my blog since the last post... haha....too busy and too lazy :p
Too busy for preparing house moving>>> Yeah, i'm currently staying at our Home Sweet Home ;) maybe next post can post some new house corner ;) ( but i yet to capture the picture ..haha kinda lazy after pregnant )

Well, im almost finish my 2nd trimester of my pregnancy.... 2 more weeks to go ;)

This is baby in 4th Month ; Week 16 @ 18/5/2010.... i lost 2 kg in between 3rd month and 4th month due to a serious gastric.... attack me for 1 week :(.... was really suffering tat time...what ever i eat will vomit out becoz 胃抽筋...even jus a cup of milo in the morning.... drinking here and vomit out there :( this is the most suffer time for me..... coz i dun have much morning sickness in the 1st trimester.... but suffer by my gastric..... this is due to pregnant hormone + my previous gastric case...sigh... . pity me... lost 2 kg in jus a week....

Baby in 5th month ; week 20 @ 15/6/2010 ....baby weight 327g..... i start feel baby moving inside my tummy ^^ is really a mystery and fun feeling :p

Baby in 6th Month ; Week 24 @ 12/7/2010... baby weight 635g ..... i still got 2 more weeks to finish my 6th month ;) .... in this period, im suffering from lower abdomen pain.... went to see doctor , doctor say is due to my ovary contraction which is not a good sign of pregnancy....( maybe this is due to im over tiring while moving house ) ...... it make me so worry last 2 weeks, becoz doc said ovary contraction will push the baby out and 6th month baby still not mature yet to live outside world.... i rest for 1 week at home .... thanks god, i'm better now , even though my lower abdomen still pain, but this is not the ovary contraction pain..... and now baby start to kicking me very actively especially every nite around 930pm ;) ... you can feel... or even can see my tummy is dancing up and down when baby super active :p

So happy ...3 more months i can meet my baby and say hi to him ;) hehehe....counting days by days ^^

Bird Nest

2010-05-09T20:34:00.000-07:00

9th May 2010 is mothers day...hubby brought me a bottle of Lou Hong Ka Bird Nest... actually is for the good of baby :p.... they said eat bird nest during pregnant, baby skin will be good and fair...and ofcoz for mummy, it will help to recover faster after delivery......

one spoon every morning and every nite.... but i already forgot to eat on my second day :p haha really short of memory after pregnant..always keep forgot things :(

Thanks hubby for buying me bird nest ya ~~ ^^ love you!

1st Trimester of Pregnancy

2010-04-27T06:03:00.001-07:00

Well... thanks god ive pass my 1st trimester of pregnancy...which is the most "dangerous" period in pregnancy where miscarriage always happen in 1st trimester........ and ofcoz..pass my morning sickness period :p

Week 1- Week 5 :

i'm upgraded to become mummy on 2/3/2010...when doctor confirm i'm pregnant ^^ Thru the ultrasound, baby is just like a apple seed.... just a dot :p

Week 6- Week 7 :

Nothing much on the morning sickness... but just that i feel very tired , always feel to sleep and i change my sleeping time from 12am to 9 or 10pm... become a pig de :p and always feel lower abdomen pain.... feel like something pulling on my left side... ( doctor said this is normal coz my ovary stretch and grow bigger so that my baby have more space to kick boxing..hahah kidding ya :p )

Week 8- Week 9 :

which i enter the second month of Pregnancy.... i suffer alot in this period.... due to my serious gastric.... ( and yet i cant simply take gastric medicine :( , pain without medicine , suffering.... ) Doctor said this is becoz previously i have gastric case, so during pregnant , i will be more suffer from gastric... Gastric really killing me on this 2 week...i remembered every day midnite i awake becoz of serious gastric pain.... and caused heartburn,suffering from hard to breath also :(..... Thanks hubby for bancuh milo for me to release my pain at midnite ;)

Week 10-Week 12:

Finally ive enter my 3rd month of pregnancy ... went for check up on 24/4/2010, was very surprise my baby grow so fast... during 2nd month it's just about 0.85cm, but now 5.5cm already.... seeing baby kicking thru the ultrasound ... very happy... thanks god baby is healthy ;) and now i've entering my 2nd trimester of my pregnancy ^^

Should be able to know baby gender on 4th month or 5th month..... if you ask me which gender i prefer??? honestly, both also can as long as baby is healthy and cute :p cant wait to see how my baby look like ...haha...

la...la...la...

2010-04-19T02:40:00.001-07:00

long long time i never login to update my blog..... this is becoz busy and very lazy.... since after pregnant....always feel very tired.... sleep very early :p

so fast my pregnancy going to 3 months....(thanks god i've almost pass thru the 1st trimester of pregnancy ) this coming saturday will go for my check up in SJMC...i think this time can completely see exactly a baby shape ;)

last saturday went to 1u to have dinner with hubby....sushi zanmai...yummy yummy...but so pity i cant eat my favourite salmon sahsimi and ebiko sushi....only can eat cooked saba shioyaki....you know...i looked at the salmon sahsimi infront of the counter and eat my cooked fish....wahhaha.... i think after i gave birth..i will forgot wat is the taste of salmon sahsimi :p.... hubby promised to bring me to have japanese buffet after my delivery...hehehe.... i always told my frens.... can i take a big bowl full of sahsimi and enjoy???? lol....

after dinner , we went to Crocs outlet... i was looking for a model called alice suede, but it's hard to find ....ive call and look for few shop , also cant get it.... finally i found in 1u outlet...so happy i got my alice suede ^^ why must find Crocs alice suede?? coz this is the nicest model in Crocs series ...i feel la....more polite .... and the main reason is not the design la...is i need a non-slip shoes during my entitle of pregnancy... ( u know la, i'm very lun chun, always fall down even walk in staright road :( )...hahhaa....so must have more precoutions!!Anyway Thanks hubby for paying the bill... hehehhe :p

ok i will update more after next week..together with my baby ultrasound ^^.....

宝贝

2010-03-03T03:49:00.000-08:00

3月2日。。。人生的另一个惊喜。。。医生证实我已怀孕。。。;) 宝宝4个星期6天。。。现在只有0.71cm。。。哈哈。。。。像个苹果的种子。。。

宝宝预计会在11月3 日来到这世界向大家说hello ~~~ ^_____^

呀呼！！！

2010-02-01T23:19:00.000-08:00

病了一星期多，还在恢复中，这次病的很惨很久。。:( 病的整个人都昏昏颠颠的。。好可怜。。。好痛苦。。。

今天又在复诊，医生说我还没完全复原，还是病的。。。身体痛了很久，还是痛。。。:(

不过，今天我很开心。。。因为老公终于从上海出差回来了。。。已经18天没见老公了。。。很想念。。。。

老公。。。我在倒数每分每秒哦！！！

病了

2010-01-27T02:33:00.000-08:00

又病了。。。

心灵上。。。身体上。。。

病得天昏地暗，好辛苦 :(

累了。。。。可不可以别在被折磨？？？

身体痛的很，止痛药也吃了很多。。。一点都没作用。。。

好惨！！！可怜的我。。。

哭了。。。。

还有9天

2010-01-23T19:12:00.000-08:00

过了7 天后，还剩9天。。。。

原来思念是会呼吸的痛。。。。

好想你！！！

上海滩

2010-01-16T19:21:00.000-08:00

凌晨六点半，送老公去机场。。。老公要去上海培训2 周。。。 2 月2 日才回国。。。依依不舍~~

老公。。。一路顺风！！！会很想你哦！！！

New Hair Style

2010-01-10T00:55:00.001-08:00

It's been about half year i never cut my hair de.... coz wanna grow long my hair for my wedding....

New year coming.... go to cut my hair today ( cut short my fridge ) and dye my hair to copper colour... a new change for me for the year of 2010 :p

talk about dye hair...hmmm....i think more than 1.5 years i never dye my hair de.... hahaha.... a fresh look now :)

* laptop viewcam not high res, cant see my hair colour clearly :(

Merry Xmas 09

2010-01-02T01:12:00.001-08:00

So Fast ...It's another xmas again..... this is my first xmas with hubby ......
my xmas present ...with my 大东瓜。。。

Hubby & i....

Xmas Cake for Hubby...

Say Chesszzzz~~~

Our Xmas Dinner at Subang.... Tomoe Japanese Restaurant...

The Ingredient of home made spagetthi....

Just for you...Hubby !!

Merry Xmas

2009-12-23T23:01:00.000-08:00

Merry Xmas to all my Friends and Family !!!

Looking forward to have my 1st xmas with hubby tonite ~~~

and.....

also our honeymoon......

depart tmr nite .....

Japan !!!!! I'm Coming ~~~

^___________^

过大礼@ 15th November 09

2009-12-07T06:08:00.000-08:00

终于有点时间写写关于结婚的东西了。。。。这是我过大礼的照片。。。拍不多。。。只有那么一点点地照片。。 :(

这是我的嫁女饼。。。不过饼已过时。。。所以选用蛋糕。。。 ^^

红色的盒子。。。加上银色的彩带。。。还有一张小小的照片。。。是我们的结婚戒指哦！！！(不好意识。。是本人所拍的“艺术照”）哈哈。。。 :p

盒子里的蛋糕。。。漂亮吗？？？

这是妈妈回礼的东西。。。。

准备拜拜。。。好大的烧猪。。。

等待时辰拜拜。。。

拜拜咯~~

这是“金钢变”后的迷你猪。。要回礼给老公的。。。

老公和我。。。。

一个超忙的周日

2009-11-22T07:15:00.000-08:00

这个星期六和日都忙得快要昏了。。。超累的。。。

终于把大部分的东西搬去老公家了。。。老公，不好意思，霸占了你85% 的衣柜。。。没办法。。。女人吗。。。 :p

除了搬家，也在这最后的星期把我们的新娘房布置了。。。。嗯。。。虽然超累的。。。但总算还满意出来的效果。。。 ^^

很快的。。。还有5 天，爸妈的女儿就要出嫁了。。。。百感交集。。。。

幸福红地毯。。。紫因有你。。。

2009-11-17T22:29:00.000-08:00

幸福红地毯。。。紫因有你。。。

倒数10天咯！！！

Shun Japanese Restaurant

2009-11-05T22:52:00.000-08:00

Shun 一间位于subang jaya 的日本餐厅，也是我和老公第一个约会的地方。。。。

今天晚上，老公说要去那儿回忆一下，（其实是pyramid 的 Sushi Zanmai 没得预约才决定要去重温那是侯傻傻的我们。。。）重演我们的约会。。。:p 真搞笑。。。。

老公，你好鬼马哦！

我也和你一起颠~~~ 哈哈！！！

甜甜~~

观音誕

2009-11-04T19:52:00.000-08:00

今天是观音誕，一早就起身去拜拜。。。因身体健康越来越差，师父叫我今次的观音誕要去拜拜。。。

今天没做工，原本打算拜拜后就回家睡个美容觉。。。怎知。。。又是可能药的副作用。。。。不能睡。。。近来都没好好的睡觉。。。 :( 好惨！我想将会变成熊猫新娘了:p 哈哈！

没人在家，不知要吃什么。。。。今天要吃素。。。所以很多东西都不能吃。。。。今晚，老公也要陪我吃素哦，哈哈哈！！不好意识哦！ :p

Signature Pen

2009-11-02T06:21:00.000-08:00

This is the Signature Pen for my Wedding Dinner.... due to time constrain, only able to get this two mini sized teddy, but not the color i want..... my wedding day and Groom's dinner theme will be purple and white.... i cant find such mini sized purple & white teddy.... so no choice lo.... force to take this blue and pink.....

This is all the material for my signature pen...

use gold ribbon to wrap the pen...

do a mini costume for mini teddy Gah Hing....

costume for mini teddy Daphne....

done.... for the couple... quite challenging to do such small costume.... somemore i just cut my nail.... hard to put some small small things....

put a purple bow on the pen ;) ...at least got some purple color :p

stick teddy gah hing on to the pen....

As well as teddy daphne....

Done ^^.... this is my signature pen...but looks not so "romantic & sweet " :(.....

没办法了。。。

2009-10-30T02:56:00.000-07:00

原本预定上星期要到医院做我的CT SCAN 的，因逃避，没去到。。。

这整个星期，好像比较严重了，不能在弯腰跪下那东西了，因为神经线会拉着，从背部到脚 :( 很不好受的感觉。。。。而且，我左脚好像开始没什么力了，爬楼梯的时候，可以很清楚感觉到。。。左在真的很吃力。。。 :(

没办法了。。。老公下了命令明天一定要去医院照镜。。。有点担心，不知结果会是如何呢？上天保佑，没事吧！！！

因距离我结婚的日子也越来越近了。。。不想有任何的“打扰”。。。sigh....

祝福我平平安安吧~~~

Back Pain

2009-10-20T01:12:00.000-07:00

4-5 years back, i fall down and hit my last few piece of back bone....

this few years i was suffering for "on and off " back pain...

but... recently my back pain become serious and left leg 麻痹 for almost 1 month ++

i cant stand long, i cant sit long , i cant walk long and i cant take heavy thing...

suffering ...i cant even have a good sleep at nite due to the back pain :(

went to see Orthopeadic specialist and finish my 2 weeks medicine, but no good sign seen at all...

going to do my X-ray and CT Scan this coming saturday in Tung Hsin Hospital...

hopefully everything is fine ! ( hopefully no operation required! )

worried and suffering :(

sad~~~

Wedding Corsage

2009-10-05T05:29:00.000-07:00

been dragging for few months.... very lazy to do my wedding corsage for wedding day....for my ji mui and heng dai.... finally today ive finish and complete....feel so happy.... ^^ the theme of my wedding is Purple and White.... so mostly the decor is purple and white ;)

This is the corsage for heng dai... for hubby side.... Just for guys....

this is the wrist corsage for ji mui... Just for gals....

陶吉吉的Katrina

2009-09-30T02:56:00.000-07:00

每当电脑播着陶吉吉的Katrina时，我都回想起您。。。
想起从一开始您和我说很喜欢这首歌到您每次在我面前唱给我听的一首歌。。。
好喜欢。。。您那唱歌的表情。。。
那坏蛋却打动我心的傻傻样子。。。
还有，那改了少许词的求婚回忆。。。
好甜蜜哦。。。。

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您是否知道。。。
我很喜欢静静看你陶醉唱着歌的表情。。。
哈哈！！
突然只想告诉您。。。
谢谢您带给我的快乐~~~
爱你哦！！:p

倒数60天

2009-09-28T05:23:00.001-07:00

距离11 月28 日，还有两个月。。。

两个月后的今天。。。

我将会是老公的“美女老婆” :p 哈哈。。。

好紧张。。好兴奋。。好感触。。。好不舍。。。

百感交集~~~

今天我问您：你紧张吗？？

您给了一个很感动的答案。。。

甜在心里 ^^

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最近好像变得特别懒。。。

突然觉得好多筹备工作还没完成。。。

每天吃饱就坐，要不然就懒懒的躺在床上。。。

觉得自己越来越像猪了。。。。呵呵！！

时间不多了。。。我不能懒懒的了。。。

加油哦！！！

爸妈的女儿

2009-09-02T06:20:00.001-07:00

我三岁的生日蛋糕。。。

我二十一岁的趴地。。。

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很快的，还有3个月，爸妈的女儿就要嫁人了。。。
很多的感触。。。
很多的不舍得。。。
在爸妈27 年的疼爱下。。。
如今，这小女孩已长大了。。。
要组织自己的家庭了。。。
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我想爸妈的女儿会有很多地不舍。。。
不舍当爸妈的千金小姐。。。。
不舍每天起床，妈妈所为她准备的早餐。。。
不舍妈妈每早为她装好带去做工的食水。。。
不舍妈妈每早帮忙开铁门好让女儿退车。。。
不舍回家后爸妈帮忙开铁门，好让女儿可以驾进屋内。。。
不舍妈妈所准备的晚餐。。。
不舍妈妈翻热补汤，待女儿冲好凉可以喝。。。
不舍妈妈煲的凉茶。。。
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。很多很多的不舍。。。

爸妈的女儿已不能再做千金小姐了。。。
3个月后。。。将要做
人家的老婆。。。
人家的媳妇。。。
人家的大嫂。。。
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啊。。。

突然间，好像接受不了这些“名誉”。。。哈哈。。。 :p

既来之。。者安之。。。

爸妈的女儿。。
你要幸福快乐哦！！！
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老公：别叫我老婆。。。叫我美女好吗？？？？哈哈哈。。。 “老”字不好听哦~~~我不要变老。。。我要永远都是18青春美女。。。可以吗？？？呵呵呵呵~~~ ^_____^

All About Rings

2009-09-01T05:32:00.000-07:00

my proposal ring....

Our wedding band.... a band that tie the knot~~~

080809

2009-09-01T05:20:00.000-07:00

8月8日2009 年，下午4.30，一句“我愿意！”我们正式成为夫妻。。。一步一脚印。。。开始我们人生的另一个旅程。。。有你我是幸福的~~~

My 1st DIY Hand Bouquet

2009-08-13T00:07:00.000-07:00

was so busy last two weeks.... after taiwan trip then is my ROM again.... so no time to update my blog....

Just want to share my 1st DIY hand Boutique ... roses for my ROM... ;)

brought this the nite before our ROM in petaling street.... a very nice experience with darling for waiting the arrival of the fresh rose around 10pm.... i was so shock when i saw a big lorry with more than 200 boxes of fresh flower ..... wow... the demanding of fresh flower per day is so huge....

after peeling off the 1st layer and leaves... then arrange the roses into a round shape.... thanks mum for helping out to peel the leaves....

then put some 纱布 around the roses.....thanks dad for helping me tie up the roses using cable tight :p

tie a ribon... done....

spray some water for freshness before my ROM at 430pm.....

in the car.... on my way to Thean Hou Temple....

台北。。。我来咯~~

2009-07-28T07:22:00.000-07:00

后天就要起程去台北咯。。。好高兴，好紧张。。。。

高兴，是因为能实现我这几年来一直想去的旅游景点。。。谢谢玛丽亚星所为我的安排。。。能在台北庆祝我二十七岁的生日。。。。还有还有。。能疯狂购物。。。^@^ 哈哈。。。

紧张，是因为我们要在台北拍婚纱照，最近不知干嘛的。。。我面豆豆好多 :( 讨人厌~~~ 而且这个月病的好惨。。。恐怕我体力不足。。。真担心！！！

好期待6天5日台北游~~~ ^^

Potrait for Teddy Gah Hing & Teddy Daphne

2009-07-20T07:47:00.000-07:00

Monday Nite... nothing to do at home and feel boring...so decided to have some shoot for this two sweet teddy....

Just some try out with different lighting and different setting ....

Foot print under yellow lighting...

Teddy Gah Hing look so warm feel....

Over expose feel....

I switch off my room light ....and only left laptop light....set to ISO 800..then edit it with PS with some lens flare....

this one is ISO 1600.... luckily not much noise...

ISO 1600 with lens flare (PS)....

The Making of Teddy Gah Hing

2009-07-12T08:13:00.000-07:00

After finish Teddy Daphne... Now is the turn for Teddy Gah Hing... Spend me some time to think how to "create" the tuxedo :p

This is the hat ...with purple ribon...;)

Sew the hat on Teddy Gah Hing's Head....

Half done tuxedo.... tummy too big ya ^^ Haha...

This is Teddy Gah Hing wearing tuxedo with lace shirt...... hehehe...

Put one shinning flower button on the tuxedo... nice ma??

View from back.,...Tuxedo....

This is the final product of Leng Chai Teddy Gah Hing ^^ quite satisfy la ^^

Sweet Couple..... Teddy Gah Hing & Teddy Daphne ^@^ will be meeting all of you on 8/8/09 ... hehehe.....

Teddy Daphne Part 2

2009-07-12T06:00:00.001-07:00

Yappy... brought all the necessary material for the DIY wedding teddy yesterday....So i can continue my teddy bear ;)

This is the grown for my teddy... with the combination of ribon.... before sew into dress :p

then feel that the white color upper part is too plain..so put some 珠片 on it.... it take quite a lot of time...coz i need to sew one piece by piece on the clothe... :(

This is the complete teddy wedding grown...

Close up for the dress.....

This is the back view of my teddy.... bare back grown... sezy or not :p hahahhaha....

After finish Teddy Daphne... i need to start Teddy Gah Hing de.... its quite challenging for me to do guy suit :(.... somemore is tuxedo.... wahahaha....still dun have any idea how am i going to do the tuxedo :p ... if not... Teddy Gah Hing will be naked... kakakkaa :p

D.I.Y ROM Teddy Bear Part 1

2009-07-10T09:12:00.000-07:00

Just wana have an unique wedding teddy ( as a ring pillow during my ROM ) .....so decided to DIY myself....

This is the original look for the teddy..... brought it at Living Carbin Mines...

Let's testing whether can fit the ring on the teddy hand or not.... Hmm... ngam ngam ho... hahaha.... luckily.. coz after i brought the teddy..notice it is too big :p

Well... this is the naked couple after cutting and take out all those unnecessary things....

Use black pen to write Darling's name and mine name...

Ok... due to havent buy those material to do the grown ... i only can start with doing the veil.... ( brought the material for shooting last time... now can cut some to do the veil for my teddy ^^ ) ... long time never use needle to sew things de :p... it looks so plain with just the veil....

so i decided to use a 1 inch ribbon to do some decor for the veil....see... this is the sweet purple rose... ( I know it looks a bit ugly and out of shape :p ... chui chui dei... can la ) hahaha

this is " Teddy Daphne " with the veil ;)

Okla.... thats all for tonite.... almost 1am de... need to sleep early... tmr will be shopping day... wahaha... go to buy my ROM dress ... only left 3 weeks before i went to Taiwan end of this month... everything need to be rush rush and rush :(... too much things to prepare for my pre-wedding shooting and also ROM.... one more month to go for my ROM 08.08.09..... luckily i still got 4.5 months to prepare my wedding on 28 Nov 2009 ;)

病到不像人样

2009-07-07T02:27:00.000-07:00

睡了两天两夜。。。好像废人。。。迷迷糊糊的。。。为什么还没病好呢？？？全身好痛。。。从上个星期起。。断断续续的。。。也看了2 次医生。。。也不知道什么原因。。。医生说是我操劳过度而导致全身痛。。。 :( 药也要吃完了。。。但背部还是疼痛的。。好辛苦！！！

2009年6月26日

2009-06-27T07:20:00.000-07:00

Friday, 2009.06.26...went to Full House having our dinner.... a very nice and romantic korean style cafe in Ara Damansara....Having lots of funs with Darling there with all the silly action we act to take photos.... :p

Let's have a photo and say cheese to the camera 1st.....

She wear his hat... He wear her hat .... :p 牛仔很忙。。。

Daphne in oldies style...

Crazy Darling.... hmm.... he looks like who???

After finish dinner.... we saw some disney character outside the cafe.... this is me 模仿 winnie :p

This is darling 模仿 Donald Duck ~~~

We are sweat after playing and act so many silly action.... really having lots of funs that nite with my crazy darling ^^ :p

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After playing so much .... is time to go back home..... when the time we walk toward to get our car..... .......

Suddently.... Darling stand there and very serious look at me.....

????????????????????????

What happen??? i was so curious and wonder what happen to him, suddenly being so serious looking at me.....

He took out a fake rose.... 跪infront of me in the Ara Damansara 走廊.... i was stunned.....

" 嫁给我好吗？？？ " .....

others than keep laughing i dun know what reaction i can give,...... hahaha....

He sing 童话。。。 and David Tao 改装版的 Katrina ....(Daphne ) in the walkway..... some people was looking at us.....

........ i just keep laughing.... lol :p

and ask him give me 9 reason why i should marry him... :p see ~~~how naughty i am.... still 为难 him ....hahahha......

This is the proposal ring given by Darling.....

Thanks for the wonderful nite with an unforgetable sweet memories~~~~~

0.57 carat diamond... wow ~~~ Thanks Darling..... I like it so much ~~ Muakssss~~~~

2009年6月26日。。。我难忘的日子！！！

Isabelle 歆蓓

2009-06-24T02:24:00.000-07:00

So happy... i'm upgraded become 姑姑... my niece... Isabelle Gan 歆蓓 ....

歆蓓 stand for 心肝宝贝。。。with the words " 歆" and " 蓓" ...

Isabelle Day 1...
Isabelle Day 2...

为什么。。。

2009-06-24T01:45:00.000-07:00

复杂人生。。。为什么生活会如此的复杂呢？？？

当你对一个人好，并不代表那人会对你好。。。而且会在你背后一而再的攻击你，伤害你。。。不明白为什么世上会有这么多的人喜欢背对着你，去说了很多很多让你很伤心的话，侮辱你，不尊重你。。。

啊！！！好累，不想理会了。。。放开它吧。。。别说我没人情，不懂得尊重别人。。。我已做好我的本分，你不懂尊重我，我也没必要去委屈，伤心的要你可怜的尊重！！！

无所谓~~~

Art of Pregnancy Photography

2009-06-20T19:32:00.000-07:00

Finally.... i've done my promised to my sista in law for the pregnancy album.... was promised her to shoot during her 7 months of pregnant... but i was too busy and limited of time...

but luckily i manage to arrange a time slot for her on saturday.... just 1 week before she deliver ..hahaha.... we will have our new member in our family next week... very soon oh ... so happy.... looking forward to say hi to " Isabelle Gan " hehehe... and ofcoz... i sure will take lots of photo for her ;).... I'm upgraded to become Aunty de..lol :p

a 3 hours photo shooting at brother's house.... Shoot nearly 400pcs photos...wahahaha.... just some share out for the ART OF PREGNANCY PHOTOGRAPHY .... my 1st collection ~~

又是一个惊喜~~

2009-06-16T20:49:00.000-07:00

亲爱的，

谢谢您为我又带来另一个惊喜。。。我们的3 个月Anniversary ~~ 知道您的精心安排，我喜欢的配搭，紫色和白色。。 so romantic.... 哈哈！！

还有您哪搞笑且甜甜的message....

“ 如果我懂得如何去爱，那是因为你的存在。

我毕业了，会带你走向幸福的道路。”

是的。。您毕业了。。。Maria... 哈哈哈哈~~~ 好久没叫您Maria 了。。 lol :p

这是给您的。。。

Believe in Us !!!

Pulau Ketam @ 130609

2009-06-15T09:40:00.000-07:00

Senyju..new place to have Japanese food

2009-06-15T08:53:00.000-07:00

went to Senyju last saturday with darling at Cineleisure...1st time eat in Senyju... erm... the food there quite nice ... can have a try ^^

Home made Cookies

2009-06-07T02:38:00.001-07:00

A relaxing Sunday... dun want to go any where just stay at home... so do some cookies for my Darling....

Walnut Chocolate Chips Cookies... before bake...

Walnut Raisin Cookies..before bake...

Yummy Walnut Chocolate chips cookies...

Walnut Raisin Cookies....

Daphne Home made cookies ~~ " Victory" lol :p

Thanks Darling for helping me clean all the dishes and baking tools.... hahaha.. :p

Hope Darling likes the cookies ya ~~

My 1st Bridal Job

2009-06-06T20:14:00.000-07:00

6th June 2009, my 1st bridal job.... wake up 530am in the morning.... this is the 1st time in 2009 i wake up so early...lol...

Below are some photos to share out... as a conclusion... i'm very satisfy with what i have done ;) even i feel extremely tired but it is worth when saw the bride so pretty with the artwork of mine!!! heheh ^^

This is the Before & After photos...another profile for me ;)

Drawing eye shadow....

Touch up...

Mission Complete ... Bridal Make Up + Hair Do....

This is the hair do for my 1st bridal job ;)

I like this photo alot when i shoot her without her notice..natural reaction from her... the happiness shown.... 幸福的味道~~~

My Dreams... My Soul...

5年里所走过的旅程~~~

2009-06-04T22:29:00.000-07:00

这么快，5 年的护照又到期了，又是时候更新了。。。看看护照里的每一个印章，让我会想起曾经这5 年里所走过的世界小小小部分。。。原来，去的地方也不多。。。爱跑的我，只去了这么少的国家。。。因为没钱嘛~~~ :( 哈哈！！

趁还没把这本已过期的护照更新之前，把它scan 下来留念。。。

这5 年走过的地方。。。

* Hat Yai ----------April 2004, Dec 2004, April 2005, May 2005

* Hong Kong -------May 2004

* Shenzhen --------May 2004

* Phuket ----------April 2007

* Bangkok --------June 2007

* Singapore ------April 2008

* Bali ------------July 2008

下一个5 年最想要去的地方。。。

* Taiwan ( next destination ^^ )

* Japan ( Honeymoon ??? lol :p )

* Paris ( Take photo in such romantic Eiffel Tower, dun know got chance to go Paris or not )

* Australia ( Hmm... koala bear and kangaroo... )

* Macau ( Mayb if got Free ticket can consider??? )

* Cambodia Siem Reap ( good place for shooting 古迹 )

一个爱跑的我。。。

另一个小小惊喜

2009-06-03T08:18:00.000-07:00

今天上完课后，超累的。。。驾着车回家的路程拨了个电话给Darling。。。争取时间和他聊聊天。。。因为我知道如果等我回到家冲凉吃饭后才拨电给他，已经很夜了。。。最近他工作也很忙很累。。。

万万没想到的是。。。他竟然偷偷的在我上课的时候，把明天的爱心早餐送去我家，还吩咐妈妈不要让我知道，等我回家时才给我一个惊喜。。哈哈。。。您真坏~~~ 工作这么累了，临回家前还送来了这么温馨的礼物给我！！！ ^^

一份Secret Recepi blueberry cheese cake + Appletiser drink。。。 Darling 谢谢您为我准备的早餐！

P/S: 但是，我可要开始注意体重了。。。肥了5kg，好恐怖~~ :( 所有的裤都快不能穿了。。我的天啊~~~~

迟来的礼物。。。

2009-05-30T06:08:00.000-07:00

last two months went to Cameron Highland celebrate our 1st month anniversary... this is the photos for my dear... sorry for the delay due to the limitation of my time...only able to finish after two months...hahaha :p forgive me ya~~

here's some sharing ...

Glittering Wedding Expo

2009-05-23T22:08:00.000-07:00

Glittering Wedding Expo, Mid Valley, 23th May 2009, another outdoor show for me.... another collection of porfolio ...

Below are some pic during the show ;)

Behind the scene

Concentrate draw sexy lips..

My Model on the Stage

Happy Family for the show

My Model Eunice and me after the show..

My partner for the show, Jonny..

My art of hair do and sexy lips...

甜甜的早餐

2009-05-19T20:36:00.000-07:00

亲爱的，

谢谢您昨晚又给了我一个小小的惊喜感动，为我准备了今天早上的早餐。。。甜甜的Secret Recipe 草莓巧克力蛋糕。。。吃在口里甜在心里。。。还有今天一早的sweet sweet 短讯。。。

谢谢您的疼爱！！！

GH & CP Future Home

2009-05-16T22:51:00.000-07:00

dang dang dang dang...... this is our coming house.... more pics to be explore very soon.... ^@^

一个城市里浪漫的山洞 -- The Cave

2009-05-16T20:26:00.000-07:00

昨晚，Darling 带了我去The Cave 庆祝我们的第二个月Anniversary ，一个蛮特别的餐厅。。。有如进入了一个山洞。。。食物也蛮不错的。。 ;)

去吃晚餐前，先来个snapshot吧！！（在Darling 的房间）

这是传说中的The Cave 。。。 “ Everyday is your valentine's day 。。。”

这是waiting room...

这就是我们用餐的迷你小山洞。。。

这是嘉兴叫的set dinner... Pacifc Prawn Salad, Colestine Consomme Soup, Tender Loving Care ( Main Course ) ... yummy yummy ~~~

这是我叫的japanese set ... Sahsimi, Ebi Tempura Maki, Unagi Kabayaki....

还有还有。。。这是sweet memories 甜品。。。

山洞里的走廊。。。

来张合照。。。甜甜的^@^

再来张暴力搞笑版的。。。哈哈！！！

回家前，再来张留念的照片~~~

一个浪漫的夜晚。。。谢谢一切回忆！！！

Believe in Us !!!

感动~~

2009-05-10T08:00:00.000-07:00

亲爱的，

很感动，我们的一切计划都逐渐的实现。。。

谢谢您为我们的计划和将来付出了这么多。。。谢谢您在这个周末给了我一个很感动很好的礼物----- 我们将来的家。。。五百多近六百千的一个温暖的家。。。我想的却给您带来了一定的负担。。。还有将要布置的装修费。。。也谢谢您给了我特权去负责布置我们将来的家。。。希望一切能在年底完成吧~~~ 我想,我得看多点interior design 的书了。。哈哈!!!

邓嘉兴，谢谢您永远都是那颗守护着我的玛丽亚星~~~

有您，我是幸福的！！！

Believe in Us

您很坚强

2009-05-02T19:51:00.000-07:00

爸，每次去看您，多觉得您很憔悴，但我知道您很坚强，今早很高兴因为您的病情有好转了，血小板也开始升回，虽然还是很底，只有那么的18罢了，但我知道，您一定很快会好的！！

爸，您很坚强！！！我爱您~~

一个不好的五月一号！！

2009-05-01T05:58:00.000-07:00

五月一号，爸爸得了溢血骨痛熱症Dengue Hemorrhagic Fever，被送进UKM ICU，爸爸的血小板非常的低。。。只有12 罢了！（正常人的血小板是150-400 之间）。。。

爸还没度过危险期。。。上天保佑，爸尽快度过危险期，能转去普通病房！！不想爸在ICU。。。

上网看了溢血骨痛熱症的资料，好恐怖。。。很危险，内脏会出血，会致命的！！！

愿爸爸平安， recover soon!!!

又是星期四了~~

2009-04-23T01:09:00.000-07:00

光阴似箭。。。这么快，又是星期四了。。。日子过得超忙，闭眼又说周末要到临了。。。还有几天又说过完了2009 的四月。。。啊~~~~~为什么时间过得如此快呢？？？？真的有点吃不消哦 …… ^@^ lol....

没什么好写的。。。只是无聊上来这儿写写现在的感触~~哈哈！！！

~ D@[p]Hne ~

Mission Completed~~

2009-04-20T02:45:00.000-07:00

Finnally..my 1st make up competition is over...feel release now ~

Even i dint get the 1st Prize... but at least i gain some experience and my self confidence for this.. ;)

Below are some pic to share out ...

Katherine & Daphne at Ampang Point Roadshow ..before the competitio start...

Concentrate to draw my lavender...

My 1st Creative Makeup ... with my model ...

Overall look for Lavender make up and the hair style.... Thanks Katherine for the help for hair style...

Let's have a Group photos with all the model, make up artist and our judges....

And..... Ofcoz.... Thanks for the big support from my lovely Darling~~~

Ideas for Hair Style

2009-04-14T20:38:00.000-07:00

Hmm..was seeking hair style ideas for my coming competition.... just draw it out, dun know can make it or not....

Tonite going to school to practive the make up.... havent even draw on face... scare i cant make it.... hopefully everything run smooth ;)

Cheers~~

Preparation for My 1st make up contest!

2009-04-14T00:48:00.000-07:00

Got the news yesterday from tutor that i've been selected to go for this coming Sunday Ampang Point Roadshow competition among our branch... Title is Lavender.... very shock and too rush for me to prepared the things... 5 more days only... need to practice how to draw on face and also what hair style and accessories i need to do.... stress!!!

below are the 1st draft i send to my tutor for the selection ... now thinking how to draw on face..really a big challenge for me... but nvm... it is a good practice for me to gain more experience ;)

Wish me good luck !~~~

一封写给玛丽亚星的信

2009-04-09T03:15:00.000-07:00

好久没在部落格写下我的心情了。。。没有自己的电脑，真麻烦！！！做工的时候却很忙，没时间Update 我的部落格。。。

让我好好写下最近我忙了什么吧！！！

这3 个星期，我都超累的。。。原因是。。。做工后，却要赶着去上课。。。每逢一，三，五日，都去上课的。。。只觉得自己真的活在奔波劳碌的世界。。哈哈。。。却没有真真让自己静下来，好好的休息。。。可能我还没适应Full Time 做工part time 读书的忙碌生活吧！！！我想，为了我的梦想与兴趣，在辛苦的路我都一定要啃过去。。。虽然，噢而，我知道，我真的累的不像人，累的快要崩溃。。。

我想在此和玛丽亚星说声谢谢。。。谢谢您，在我最需要人支持的时候，给我无限的关怀，鼓励与支持。。。您的付出，我感觉到，您的关怀，我明白，您的疼爱，我收到，您所为我做的每一样东西，我知道我珍惜我甜在心。。。谢谢您带我到另一个没有泪水的幸福天堂。。。

除了谢谢，我想说对不起，因我的忙碌。。。却没有很多时间陪您。。。一个星期见面的时间不到两天full day… 而且有时，见面的时候，我却累得睡着了！！！真的不好意识哦~~~原谅我这个就要变猪，一闭眼就能睡着的猪。。。哈哈！！！真的累坏了。。。

我很感谢您的体谅，明白。。。“ 相信我们 ”。。。我们的梦，我们的未来，我们的计划。。。

有您我是最幸福的！！！

Believe in Us!!!

i HaTe KL TraffiC!!!!

2009-04-03T07:39:00.000-07:00

recently seldom come in my blog to write down my feelings of the day.. it is becoz i was super busy for work and study .... and also no personal laptop... so cant update my blog frequently...

Boring Friday Nite... staying at home.... actually just now suppose to go for class.... i go out from office at 6pm... but i jam 1.5hours ++ in PJ then i decided to cancel my class... was extremely feed up with friday nite de... i spend 2 hours to reach my house... wow.... imagine normal day i only spend 30-40min... sigh.... terrible KL traffic.... 1st time i was so fed up with this situation... coz i rush to finish all my working stuff and plan to go class...who know...waste my friday nite in the traffic jam only....

last time i like friday, coz friday nite can party around or go kai kai... but now, since i work in PJ... every friday also jam terrible... sigh..... pity me.... :(

okla..nothing special... just feel boring at home so come in to write some rubbish here... :p haha....

A Super Busy Yet Meaningful Week...

2009-03-30T06:49:00.000-07:00

well, start my course last monday... basically was super duper busy for the week.... after work need to rush to study ... for Monday, Wed, Friday and Sunday...... mayb its just a start..so i still need some time to adapt the busy life .... really tired but i feel very happy and enjoy for this busy life....... i feel i found the purpose of my life.... the wonderful life i have.... as what in my slogan " My Dreams...My Soul..." hahaha... :p

nothing special..will update again... just a short one.... ;)

Thanks for the support!!!

2009-03-27T02:02:00.000-07:00

" 亲爱的，言语中感觉你身心很累，希望为了追求你的理想，你可以坚强地走下去，如果你累了，请告诉我，我会背你，因为我爱你，我有责任去照顾你，一起度过这个艰苦的时刻。。。"

Back to become Student...

2009-03-22T02:35:00.000-07:00

Yeah Yeah..finally i've decided to take my Master Commercial Creative Art Make Up & Hair Styling Course... will working full time and study part time for this course...i think coming days will be a very tough time for me... but dun worry ..as long as i'm happy with it,.... its worth ;)

Just want to special thanks to GH for your support and guidance.... really appreciate ya~~~

Putrajaya International Hot Air Balloon Fiesta

2009-03-21T20:35:00.000-07:00

21.3.2009... Putrajaya International Hot Air Ballon Fiesta.... Just some share out...

Dessert Bar

2009-03-21T19:36:00.000-07:00

Went to Dessert Bar Casa Tropicana last Thursday.... having a very nice and "beautiful" dessert there... nice environment also... but i dint bring my camera out... so just snap with my Samsung phone...

Menu for Dessert Bar

Warm and comfortable environment

Life is uncertain..Eat healthy dessert first...

This is yummy Strawberry cubes with vannila panna cotta

This is Fruity ice cream with Rum

Yummy Yummy.... Nice place to go ~~~

人生低潮期。。。

2009-03-19T00:44:00.000-07:00

我想我又在度的降入了我人生的低潮期。。。

一直问自己，我到底能在哪行发展呢？？？兜兜转转，发觉原来自己一无所长。。。没有一个专长。。。真可辱！！！真失败！！！

每一次面临Career的满足感，却往往给自己带来一个很失败的answer。。。一个我不希望看到的结果。。。事业，其实对我来说是很重要。。。真真认识我的朋友都知道，我是个如何的人。。。在事业的满足感和成就感是我追求的快乐。。。。但，往往我都没法满足，因而迷失。。。是我对事与物的追求完美太高呢？？还是我是如此的失败呢？？？？我真的如此差吗？？真的无法找到我要的成就感吗？真的无法确定我的方向吗？？

觉得自己好失败。。。　

一个迷失方向，没信心，忧郁的我又来了。。。　Depress again!!!

一个惊喜。。。

2009-03-18T05:37:00.000-07:00

一个出乎意料的惊喜。。。昨日，吃完午餐后，回到办公室，看见我桌上放了一束很抢眼的玫瑰花。。。心想，是谁的呢？为何放在我的桌上呢？原来是M@R!a 送来的。。。祝我工作愉快的一束花。。。真有心思哦~~~

谢谢您，M@R!a 。。。很感动！！！

感激您对我的那份关心，疼爱。。。一直默默地等待。。。而我因曾经受了很大的伤害，对人与事都有恐惧感。。。一直逃避。。。您不但没勉强，反而用了您的真诚去证明给我看。。。只想和您说声谢谢~~~

朋友。。。

2009-03-16T08:18:00.000-07:00

突然有点感触，很想和所有我认识的朋友说声 “谢谢您们，有您们的日子，我不是孤单面对，有您们，我是最幸福的~~”

真的很谢谢，近来2 个月特别关心，鼓励我，支持我，陪伴我渡过我最伤心，最难过日子的一班朋友。。。真心感激你们~~~

马莉亚星v2

2009-03-16T07:37:00.000-07:00

“ 记得我就在你思绪里面，只留下美好回忆，不带任何伤境。。。 ”

马莉亚星

2009-03-15T07:00:00.000-07:00

" 要记得,

我对你是不弃不舍,

没有退色的记忆,

只有永远的思念 "

谢谢您 ....一直守护着我的马莉亚星~~~

Just wanna say thank you to Maria Star~~ ;)

(P/S: Due to no chinese tools in bro PC... thanks SC for helping me typing this mandarin in MSN so tat i can paste here.... haha :p )

Exhausted....

2009-03-15T01:26:00.000-07:00

hmm... finish my 1 week holiday de.... was super busy for this week... too many activities.... now, feel very very tired and exhausted.... i think need to hibernate for some days.... and concentrate on my work again... and also need to think what i'm going to do for next... my study and my career... feel abit lost again.... sigh....

Full of schedule

2009-03-11T20:12:00.000-07:00

so fast this is my last 4 days of holidays de.... thursday again...time past extremely fast....

today lots of activities...hehehe...pack....

later on going to Midvalley/Gardens shopping...with my leng lui siu lai lai Tiffany.... yeah yeah.... can shopping again...tat day went to Pavillion... saw TANGS got sale.... but pity i dun have enough time to shop coz busy gathering with fren...and yum cha with vendor....

after shopping tonite got gathering with my MMU friends... my alpha crazy mate.... honey Chloe, Pai Pai and Ah Pin Ke.... at Aoyoma Sri Hartamas... my favourite japanese restaurant.... actually is a gathering for 4 of us and also a birthday celebration for Chloe... hehehehe .. :p

but before the gathering mayb i will go early around 7pm...why??? coz Katak studio is just beside Aoyoma...so i can meet him up and play around in his studio... hahahha :p... mayb can snap few pic together with my babe 450D.... hehehe....dun know Katak allow me to use his studio lighting or not :p... and also a meet up with katak la...

okla..nothing special for today liao.... wanna prepare to go kai kai lo~~~ broke.... spend too much this month.... hahahaha..... keep saw my bank account RM - RM.... hahaha....

Have a nice day ^______^

<< M@r!a >>

2009-03-11T05:07:00.000-07:00

From the past....

...............1.........0............0............3..............0..........9............0...........9...........3..............0.................

S....H----==+_+++ Oooo.....\----------C....>>.... ...Kkk..... ~~!!@@

Just give me some time..............................

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------<< M@r!a >>

Farewell...

2009-03-06T04:55:00.000-08:00

Time past so fast.... today is my last day in Challenger de.... basically today just busy for farewell with vendors and retail staffs.... lunch , tea time and tea time.... ha ha ha....

was very surprise to received a limited edition eye shadow from my corporate sales colleague and also very very surprise to get a big present from my HODs.... my beloved retail staffs.... and this thing is the one i looking for since last two weeks... thanks Tharma, Hafiz, Fahzan, Bob & Kenneth for the digital photo frame......it really touch me.... just wanna say thanks for all the retail staffs that work closely with me thru out my journey in Challenger... will miss you all and will miss the time spent together...

thanks for the memories~~~

最后一天。。。

2009-03-05T06:35:00.000-08:00

明天就是我在Challenger 的最后一天了。。。有点感触，开心与不舍得之间。。。开心是因为在也不必面对老板无方向的领导，受委屈的指责。。。不舍得是因为将要离开我这11 个月的心血，我一班挺我的retail staff 和一班back end office 巅的同事。。。

这整个星期从礼拜二到明天都有不同的人和我做farewell.... 谢谢你们的farewell “ 趴地 “ 哦！！！

这是今天和我back end office 同事的欢送会。。。谢谢你们~~

回想起一开始空无一物的30000 sq ft 店位到今天的Challenger... 背后的我们。。。pioneer staff.... 一路走来的日子真的好辛苦。。。如今一个接一个的离开我们的“结晶品”。。。真伤感~~~ 但很开心的是。。。同事之间的友谊是那么的浓厚！！！

Wat i wanna say for my colleagues???

Hey Challenger Back Office Staff .... All the best and keep in touch.... Must know how to relax yourself k?? Dun over pressure.... i know few of you already reach the max.... i dun wanna see extremely stress face and old look when i back to visit you guys k??? hahaha... :p

Hey Challenger Retail Staff especially HOD, thanks for all the cooperation thru out my journey in Challenger.... you guys really my brothers... thanks for the support and care ~~~ Wish you guys hit all your target and earn more commision ya !!! happy Selling ~~ Gambateh!!!! :p

All Vendor and Principal.... Thanks for support and guidance when ever i need help.... thanks alot... and special thansk for some of the vendors that offer jobs to me... haha... really appreciate ~~~ Its my pleassure to know all of you.....Keep in touch ;)

Last Project @ Challenger

2009-02-28T07:32:00.000-08:00

Finally, today is Challenger Grand Opening.... was very busy few weeks especially this week for the preparation of this event....

I'm the pioneer batch for this company ( instead i should say i'm the second person join in, after my Boss that work for this company from very beginning ) ... hahaha.... from the set up until soft launch until PC Fair until now Grand Opening... this experience really unforgettable... still remember during our set up... we go thru very very hard time.... i'm the one have to deal with those contractors for the renovation, temporally treasurer for issuing the petty cash, dealing with principal and vendors..... etc...

so fast next friday is my last day for this company de.... been working here almost 11 months...haha.... time flies... i think i will miss all my colleague but not my boss... lol :p

today many vendors come and support and officially i've told them my last day will be next friday, and very surprise that most of vendor offer me job in thier company.. haha.... thanks alot, but currently i think i'm still kinda lost.... and dun really know wat i want to do next... coz mayb i will back to study.... so i think work part time with my brother is the best solution..... in mean while i can do survey for my course and study stuff.... but still in many consideration la... any way... i feel very happy and glad that i have a 避风港 from my brother... " Ko, thanks alot !!! "

Below are some of the photos i shoot today... but not satisfy.... need to learn more for my photography de..sigh....need to shoot more... just some sharing....

闷。。。

2009-02-26T06:05:00.000-08:00

不想用言语表达。。。只想透过设计。。。去表达我此刻的心情！！！！

Moody ~~~~

人情味？?

2009-02-25T06:06:00.000-08:00

今天，真觉得很替我的Manager 抱不平。。。他因为家里有丧事，星期六拿了EL leave 回了丁加奴。。。怎知道，星期一晚上，我的现任老板sms 他，叫他check email reply 所有的email.... 平时已觉得老板没人情味了，但真没想到，可以如此的残忍。。如此的没人情味。。。人家家里有事，已很伤心很忙，他不但没关心，反而说我的manager not commited to work!!! OMG.... what kind of boss i have???

luckily another 9 more days, i will left this company.... 很多vendor 今天看到我，都说我看起来relax 多了。。。没那么“五官缩埋一块" 哈哈~~~ 真得“早走早着”~~！！！！呵呵~~

Monday Blues...

2009-02-23T04:55:00.000-08:00

As usual....Monday Blues.... wake up quite late today coz yesterday watch drama till 1am something.... hehe.... reach office late also... :p

was quite blur to go thru stack of report for the stock replenish and coming grand opening ... have to refer here and there... make me so blur today.... V________V

you know??? this afternoon during lunch, i keep finding chopstick in the food court... but end up i still cant find, then i told myself " Nvm la, eat with spoon and fork "... but..... when the second i take my spoon and fork.... " Eeeee..... why i keep find chopstick just now???? i order rice not Mee.... lol " really blur.... my colleague keep laughing and help me to spread the news in office... hahaha.. :p and then afternoon, my assistant coordinator ask me about something and i give her blur blur answer also... she like " har????? " then i just noticed ...i've said something wrong and blur... hahaha..... what happen to me?? eat too much " Big Head Prawn" and now become 大头虾?? lol....

Will be busy for this coming week.... Company grand opening at saturday and sunday.... Means..... i need to work from today Monday till next Friday.... 12 days non stop working day.... i'm sure will be very tired :( ... haha... but nvm la... after this 12 days i can have some rest day de.... coz next friday is my last day in this company... hehe... :p looking forward to it... lol....

okla nothing special for today de... Wish tmr will be a better day ~~~~

Cheers!!!

Daphne 1st handmade Sushi

2009-02-22T05:25:00.000-08:00

Accompany Lai Sun go Garden to do something, after that we go shopping at Mid Valley.... and brought some sushi ingredient at Jusco... was very interested to do own sushi since last few months, but no time and no mood...haha... so..today 心血来潮....brought some ingredient .... spend me alot... hahaha... but never mine la...as long as i'm happy ... hehehe....

Here's the ingredient i brought from Jusco...

Below are some sushi and temaki i made ;)

Very happy for the outcome even tough the rice a bit too soft... lol.... ^_____^

Snap Snap @ KL Bird Park

2009-02-21T06:05:00.000-08:00

Wake up at 12noon, after lunch, nothing to do, so ask friend to go Bird Park to have some shoot...long time i never shoot de.... it's time for me to warm up again...hehehe....

Was extremely tired after back from bird park, lying on bed and straight away sleep de, but just a short while coz need to have dinner......

Below are some pics that i like the most.... Just some sharing ^___^

U+S

2009-02-19T03:38:00.001-08:00

U+S...

算了吧！！！

就这样放了吧！！！

该放就放。。。

在想也没有用。。。。

Resignation

2009-02-18T05:43:00.000-08:00

Finally, be brave and tender my resignation today..... due to the way of how my boss manage...it's very difficult for me ( not me only, whole office no matter what skin you are feel the same...you can imagine how great my boss is ) to work with this Singaporean boss.....

i'm the 1st batch of pioneer staff, been working for this company about 10 months... and i think only left few ( not more than 5 staff) of pioneer batch.... really feel tired and confussing to work with him. To those who always come out chit chat with me... they will know how is my boss character...haha.... i'm not going to discribe so detail about him...just can briefly told that if he is a pilot take taking you to new zealand, but next second you will reach south africa...lol.... i hope you understand what i'm talking... hahhaa.... and my difficulty that always laugh by my others colleague is " 2 is too little, 5 is too much and 3 is too little, 4 is too much... " what should i do?? really tak tahu lo.... hahahhaa

anyway....feel release after tender my resignation letter....wow..... Yappy ~~~ hahahha....

god bless!!!~~

两个人不等于我们

2009-02-15T05:10:00.000-08:00

两个人不等于我们。。。

今天的我们。。。

已不是曾经的我们了。。。

曾经的我们。。。

只能当作你我的一切回忆。。。

情人节

2009-02-13T20:05:00.000-08:00

祝：

天下有情人，

终成眷属。。。

Happy Valentine's Day..... Sweet Sweet ya ~~~~

曾经的。。。

2009-02-09T06:50:00.001-08:00

参加完了Seagate 的dinner 后，夜阑人静的夜晚，独自一个人，从吉隆坡的市中心驾着小黑回家的那30分钟路程。。。听着李圣杰的手放开，repeat 又repeat。。。。脑海里出现了好多我们曾经的回忆。。。突然又很想你了。。。坚强了一段日子，以为自己已ok 了，没想到又被那脆弱的意志力攻败。。。心里又不停的哭泣了。。。又心痛心疼了。。。

看清，清醒，接受事实后的我，一直很努力的把你和这段感情放下。。。但偶尔发现，原来按了delete 后，你的踪影切还在cache memory 里，还没真真的清除掉。。。 sigh~~~~ 何时的我才能把你所有在我脑海里的记忆也format 了呢？？？？看来坚强，没事的我，内心且是那么的脆弱，崩溃。。。

好累，好累。。。

吴若权的 << 起飞前，先学降落 >>

2009-02-08T05:16:00.000-08:00

这是我三年前买的书。。。一本值得看的书。。。最近，每晚临睡前都阅读这本书，用了一个星期多的晚上，把这本书又多看了一遍。。。从中又领悟了很多。。。

Part A ** 爱的航程，总有尽头
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* 每个恋人都需要一对翅膀，载着喜悦的心飞翔。也能载着破碎的心离开。
* 一个巴掌拍不响，两个人相处不好，双方都需要改善。
* [责任] 和 [爱] 很难分开；但最好不是为了负责而爱。
* 及时离开不适合自己的边岸，才能早日找到可以真正长久停靠的港湾。
* 让过去的成为过去。
* 发现自己爱到满怀疑惑时，就该考虑分手了。

Part B ** 爱的续航，幸福加油
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* 不论个别活动或两人同行，都可以因为事前的规划而取得共识，留住幸福。
* 理性和感性两个层面都考虑清楚之后，剩下的诀策，就让直觉去做！
* 相爱的两个人，必须学习把生活的重心放在共同的地方。
* 让步，是妥协的艺术。彼此对于 [底线] 的沟通与共识，是平时就要付出的努力，而不是[战
时]才开始争取的条件。
* 碰到懂得珍惜的人，所有的复出，都变成资产。碰到不会珍惜的人，再多的资产，都变成负
债。

Part C **爱的途中，察言观色
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* 情路难行时，用心观察，用爱沟通。
* 缘分难留时，珍惜自己的真心，别让它被锋利的感情伤透。
* 爱情里的无言，可能是两个人相处时最高的层次，也可能是彼此沟通时最坏的状况。
* 别用太多毫无说服力的理由去粉饰太平。
* 就算选择不告而别，爱情无疾而中，至少也要让祝福有个可以投递的方向。
* 爱情的朦胧之美，是来自把所有的事情看清楚之后的不计较。

Part D **爱到尽头，安全降落
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* 相爱容易，分手难
* 在爱情中付出比较多的人，在分手以后也会比较难过。
* 原谅不值得原谅的人，将换来永无至尽的心碎。
* 原谅，应该留给懂得悔改的对象，而不是借此和一个不值得信赖的人继续耗下去。
* 让你已不爱，或已经不爱你的人离开，是对自己的一种宽容。
* 放手，不只是给对方自由，同时也是给伤心的自己，另一条宽广的路去走。
* 为分手写下时间计划表，需要给双方 [心理准备期] ， [ 认知接受期]， [ 生活适应期]。
* 当情路走到山穷水尽；真实的旅行可以带你发现柳暗花明又一村。

共勉之~~~~ Just some sharing.... hope all of you like it ^_______^

KTV 的星期天

2009-02-08T00:46:00.000-08:00

无聊的星期天，去了KTV 发泄发泄。。。酱又过了一天。。。时间过的超快！！！明天又要做工咯~~~

糊里糊涂的我

2009-02-07T07:38:00.000-08:00

最近，我超糊涂。。超大头虾的。。。呵呵。。

I'm so Blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ~~~~ :p

super duper busy week...

2009-02-06T05:34:00.000-08:00

it's been 5 days i never come in my blog to update de.... why? coz this whole week is super duper busy with work and dinner / gathering with friends ....

time past really fast.... friday again... tmr weekend la.. hehe...can sleep late again.... now abit flu and fever.... cancel all my appoinment tonite, and rest at home.... later need to sleep early...actually quite tired and sleepy now after take the selsema medicine :(

really cant accept time past so fast le... Feb of 2009 de... phewwww....

This month will very busy for work due to preparing our company grand opening end of this month.... sigh.... just like today, really busy meeting up with vendors from 1230 noon till 630 pm non stop.... now damn tired.... meeting whole day ... not even got chance to sit down my table to do my work... hahaha... my outstanding job have to rush again next week... :( and... pity of us.... even is in Selangor state, but not entitle for Thaipusam public holiday on monday...sigh.... work and work again.... going crazy.... haha... but hope that this time grand opening wont be like few months back when we are busy for the setting up for our company.... tat time, all of us never rest about 2 weeks continuos working and week before the company open, we always work till midnite and sometime even dinner also dint eat and back home sleep only... haha... this time i hope will be easy la... since our set up is more or less stable de... just the matter of grand opening activities and sponsorship only.... god bless ya~~~

okla... thats all for today...nothing special.... tmr Saturday lo, can wake up late and go kai kai ... hehehe.... ;)

Bye Bye ...10 days CNY Holiday

2009-02-01T06:29:00.000-08:00

time past extremely fast...so fast finish my 10 days CNY holidays de.... tmr need to start work again.... kinda lazy...first thing come into my mind is..." OMG...need to wake up early again... can't sleep until noon de.... :( " hahaha....i'm really a lazy pig....

dint go any where this CNY, just went to grandma house at mlk ....and go out yum cha lepak with old friends.... watch 4 movie in cinema.... 家有喜事2009，大喜事，ink heart & Brides War...erm... others than that... sleep only... hahaha....

Tmr is hokkien pai tien kong.... and also is my dad birthday ;).... yeah yeah~~~

Miss my long hair....

2009-01-31T08:21:00.000-08:00

Brought wig (hair extention) before CNY... but whole CNY also no mood to pan leng leng... this evening going for dinner, so take out my hair extention and make some changes for myself.... pan leng leng..mood will feel better... hahaha...Below is the photos with my hair extention....

Hmm.... suddently miss my waist long hair alot..... been cutting short hair for almost 10months de.... now wanna grow back... aiya.... dun know have to spend how long to grow back le?? 1-2 years?? :(..... no choice...have to wait lo.....

Piggie Day

2009-01-30T04:08:00.000-08:00

was keeping myself as busy as i can for last few days... was extremely tired today in term of physically and mentally.... so rest at home for the whole day....mostly sleep the whole day... haha... moody.... lazy to move.... so just lying on bed and sleep.... really sleep whole day.... just wake up when mum ask me for lunch or dinner... after eat..online a while and stick on the bed again.....really tiredddddddddddddddd......

later going yum cha with bewah and laisun....my ji mui.... but now still feel tired.... haha..mayb sleep too much...lol....

逐渐的。。。

2009-01-29T08:38:00.000-08:00

我想逐渐的，我已说服自己接受事实，接受一个我一直以来不想接受，一直以来逃避的事实。。。这几天真的好辛苦，好难过，好伤心，整个新年都没真真的开心过。。。谢谢家人给我的“无声”understanding，我知道虽然你们都知道了，但不要让我伤心，你们选着我最舒服的方式去给我加油。。。

也谢谢老友们的加油。。。谢谢你们的陪伴。。。好让我能够度过我这漫长伤心的假期。。。

我会学着逐渐的把这段伤感的感情放下。。。看清一切，是时候清醒了。。。

" Life still need to go on even my heart broken into pieces!!! " this is what i read from a book.... haha... wish me happy always~~~cheerss~~~

大扫除

2009-01-24T07:50:00.001-08:00

很快的。。。又是鼠年的最后第二天了！！！今天超累的，一间小小的房间，竟然花了我足足三小时的大扫除。。。呵呵~~ 太多的东西要清理了，除了整理房里的几个橱，书橱，衣橱，书桌，零零碎碎的“杂货“橱之外，吸尘，抹地，换床单，洗厕所等等。。。啊~~快累死呢！丢了好多好多的东西。。。除了整理零零种种的东西也顺便整理自己的心情吧！！！早晨的一杯咖啡，竟然可以做这么多东西~~ 可怕吧！！不瘦都假啦 :p

吃了午餐后，又要开工了，帮“小黑”洗白白。。。可怜的小黑，近两个礼拜没洗白白了。。。今天变得超英俊的^____^ muaks~~

晚饭后，和老友丽珊lim teh 谈谈天，说说情~~~这样又一天了，时间过的超快的。难以接受！！！

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房间已经变回原有的。。。没有了你的味道，没有了属于你的专属。。。我想一切会随时间冲淡。。。想问你：你还好吗？？虽然，分开的日子不长，但回忆与想念偶尔还是抵抗不了~~~ 愿你是比从前快乐的！！！

No Title

2009-01-22T05:02:00.000-08:00

Yappy!!!!.... Finally i got my phone back today... sent to Samsung service center for almost two months :(.... what i concern is not my phone is my phonebook.... i save all my 700++ contacts in my phone memory.... luckily can get my phone back before CNY..else every sms i need to reply " may i know who is there? my phone rosak..lost all my contacts..." hahaha....

Well.... will start my 10 days CNY holidays tmr.... Hmm.... actually nothing to do also...haha..just anggap it as my recovering period gua..... it's been almost few weeks i never have enough sleep and even eat also... :p i lost alots of KGs.... every one saw me now ...first thing will say " why you suddently so thin de??? " haha.... its not i dint eat ..... just tat i really cant eat.. and sometime i force myself to have some food, i will feel vomit... really no mood to bring the food into my stomach... pity pity.... hope CNy coming, my mood will better and eat more to increase some weight,...at least!! hope so....

Sista, really happy meet you yesterday nite... really almost 2 years ++ we never meet after you when to UK....you become prettier and prettier liao... and thanks for all the sourvenir and my last year birthday gift.... love the perfume so much.... one more collection for my perfume series again... hehe ;) but still not able to catch up with you for so many things... few hours for our chit chat is really really short... hope that we can chit chat again before you went back to UK ya...and remember call me when u come KL during CNY ;)...wish you enjoy ur CNy in ur hometown ^____^

my heart still bleeding.... when it will stop bleeding neh???sigh... need to stay strong ya!!! hope that i can put down everything soon.... wish me happy always~~~ cheersssss~~~

结束了。。。

2009-01-20T05:11:00.000-08:00

一次一次的机会，换来的是一次一次的伤害。。。
一次一次的包容，换来的是一次一次的谎言。。。
一次一次的迁就，换来的是一次一次的变本加厉。。。

你已不在乎，就别再说你想要继续了。。。
我不需要被可怜的爱。。。
也不需要只有空着身躯而没有灵魂的爱。。。

给你的迁就，包容，容忍已经超出我的极限好远好远了。。。
对你而言，我的伤心，低落，眼泪，所有我的感受，也没心疼，心痛了。。。
因你已不在乎，不再关心了。。。
那就别那么自私的浪费我所能给的机会。。。想要却已经没心经营的态度。。。
你可否知道？？？这还比你直接坦白的说放弃更伤吗？？？

这段感情拖拖拉拉了好一段日子。。。我不想再浪费你我的时间。。。
而我也没办法去宽容你所隐瞒的事。。。有或没，我也不想知道。。。
我只知道，对我你却不会再有哪疼我关心我的一颗心。。。却能为她人。。。你已没心做我的避风港了！！！

真的很伤。。。我也不想在对这爱情这么执著不舍得放开了。。。虽然很爱你，但你近几个月所给的伤害却逐渐的把我这两年的美好回忆洗掉了。。。我已决定把它放下了。。。我知道这对我是一个很困难的事，但我会学者去让时间冲淡我心灵的挫伤。。。我真得不需要不珍惜不在乎我的另一半。。。

结束了。。。一切从这秒开始。。。还你自由。。。真心祝福！！！