since mum dint cook, so i eat at Bongsen KLCC, its a vietnamese restaurant.... erm... the food decoration quite nice..and the food not bad also.... but due to my feeling and mood... even super nice taste.. i also feel okok.. haha... damn it.... but luckily still can have some shoot for the food.... at least some thing nice to keep in my memories....
After dinner, went out KLCC park and have some shoot.... erm... not much nice pic..not really satisfy the photos i took yesterday...sigh.... emotional can affect many things... :( Just one photo of KLCC can share out only....
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受伤的心灵。。。不知道何时才能平复呢？？？一直以为迁就让一步就会好的。。。但得到的答案却是相反的。。。 你已不再懂得珍惜， 不想迁就包容了。。。那么我也不想再强迫你了。。。不想再做你的包袱。。。希望没有我的你。。。会是更快乐的。。。我给你最后的的疼爱，是把手放开。。。不想一切美好的回忆也没有了。。。只因太爱你。。。 所以我会学着放下。。。
3 comments:
peng,
When i received your sms during that night, i was actually having a bbq party in thomas house with his frens, celebrating thomas birthday with bunch of his frens.
was thinking to call you after i have done with the chicken. But then, after a few minutes of thoughts, i decided not to call you and let u face the moment by yourself, i guess, instead of calling you n telling you the same things again, why not let you really think about it and find out the solution. This is the time u need to come out with the decision by yourself, and for yourself.
i believe other's advice or opinion wont really work on you. As everytime when i talk to you, for so long, so many times, been telling u the same things same opinion again and again. But you will still ended up go back to the same circle. You just never have the guts, or i should say, u just never really willing to go out from the circle, which making u so miserable and suffer.
I know it hurts, it's really hurts. i been through it before. And i wont compare the level of hurts in between you n me to make u feel better or whatever. But u know what happened on me during that time, i just cant explained to ppl how actually painful n suffer am i. But you see, the thing is, u need to go on, and always keep a hope down the road in the future.
Every girl wan a good man, at least, a man worth to be with. are you sure he is? i think u have the true answer deep in your mind. what i can say is, let the bad one go, and then start from loving yourself, then onli you can invite the good one to come.
LOVE YOURSELF. I bet everyone knows about it. but the problem is, how many ppl can really do it, achieve it? how many ppl do really know the true meaning of LOVING OUR OWNSELF? accept yourself, respect yourself, improve yourself, many many more. i also still learning about it.
When the decision is made, i understand sometimes, when u really dont want things to ended up this way, you will trying to look for a way to go back again to the same point, maybe just trying to get back some goodtime like last time. What i can tell is, peng, it will never come back again. As what john told me, what is passed is past. and let it pass! Dont grab the old memories with u and keep on thinking about it.
ppl used to tell me in mandarin, 一手抓著回憶， 一手抓著未來的人，哪里還有手來擁抱現在。It is true. very true. Live now, live in the present. It's a gift from god to you.
i hope you feeling better now. You can always call me when you feeling down or need someone to talk to, or even if you really need a shoulder to cry on, i will be there. Just remember, DONT JUST BE STRONG,BUT BE STRONGER, EVER N EVER.
You will get over it very soon. Believe me! Times heal everything, and times will fade everything off, no matter how much you love a person, how hurtful you've got, you just need sometimes to get rid of all of it. Dont be afraid of pain, you can gain only from the pain.
Sometime i really feel thanksful to all the hard times i've been through, i learned a lot from there and i realised a lot. Believe me, you will feel the same way as me in the future also.
Peng, i understand how sad n how heart broken you are. cry it out loudly, or you can even shout it out. But after that, wipe off the tears and give a big n sweet smile to yourself, step out from the room and see things, see peoples. You will realise, almost everyone had gone through the same experiece like us. The onli different is, you want to stop the mistakes forever in your life, or you choose to keep on repeating the same mistakes, and keep on suffering. Life still need to go on anyway, whether you want to live your life happily, or you want your life to be miserable. It's all on yourself.
Take care , Peng.
chloe.
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